Imperfect Beauty
There are certain things I’m addicted to like clothes, make-up, and shopping. Guys are definitely at the bottom of my list, unlike millions of other girls out there who keep jumping from guy to guy without actually figuring out what they really want in a relationship first.
There’s more than one thing I wish I could change about myself in a flick of a finger, but life doesn’t work that way. I suffer day after day trying to figure out what Life really has to hold for me. While others are living I’m sitting here stuck on the past. I don’t want to but, I just can’t seem to shake it off, and finally move forward. My past dictates my future, lets me live another day, but always sinks me lower, and lower. If things were easier to say, without judgement from others life would be much easier, and things would go the way I wish they would.
To let go of the mistakes I made yesterday, live for the mistakes I’ll make today, and not worry about the mistakes I’ll make Tomorrow. Letting go, and just living is part of growing up.
To be in love with someone while their with others, is like a news flash that your to good for them, and you want to do everything in your power to make sure they are jealous of what they could of had, but lost. All because you didn’t look a little further, or open your eyes a little more. Those who are blind to those around them, are often the ones who get hurt more than once.
Things will always be changing. Love is not always as it seems, just as people aren’t always who they say they are. Trying to figure out the difference between the truth, and the lie is the hard part of living life. You never know what to expect, and things will change weather you want them to or not. People disappear from our lives, and reappear later, if at all. Mistakes are part of human nature, and they make a person. At the same time success makes a person as well. Everyone pictures life some what different, but in the end we all want the same thing. To be loved, and be happy, with no regrets, but it’s life and your not going to be loved sometimes, and not every thing about life is going to be a happy moment, and we all know that already. We can try as hard as we want to push thru things, and make the best of it, or we can find a way to makes things truly better, and make sure we live the best of our time left, with the people we really care about, doing the things we love to do most.
I wanted to go to sleep early, after sitting here for about 3 hours I gave-up. Guess I should do something productive.
Haven’t been on in a really long time. Thinking it’s time I start blogging again since there’s a lot going on, and I’m about ready to get my life moving for once.
For the month of February I’ll be doing plank a day challenge, as well as going for at least one walk a day. I’m also going to start working on getting my GED, & License finally as well.
I haven’t worked out in a few weeks:(( I feel so ehh about it. Really getting tired with my life, think it’s about time I change things up, and actually do something. I know I say similar things all the time, but now it’s like, I sleep, eat, and watch tv all day because I have no life!! Seeing a brighter light at the end of the tunnel makes all things seem possible.
